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 Returning to the Self
15 Dec 2004 @ 03:50, by Letecia Layson

It seems so long since I have posted. I am distracted by many things in life. Many details undone. I wonder am I running away, or running to that next phase of awakening.

My heart seems filled with paradoxical feelings. Thoughts rule, when Knowing seems to speak a different reality.

Winter is almost here. A meteor shower splashes wishes across the dark night sky. Do I dare speak the truth, share the need, not as a victim, but simply as one born in a body filled with humanity? Can I even whisper the ache that has been in my heart? On the surface, old pain piled on top of innocence.

I feel as if I will burst, dying to Life.

How long have I tried to escape, to ignore what needs doing, to let go, to come home, to trust... Love?

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