2003-09-11T23:59:13Z User 120 http://www.newciv.org/nl/newslog.php/_v120/ OrgSpace NewsLog

The first concern of mine is the existence of humankind. In my opinion, our human race has created it¡¯s own lethal enemy, that is not anything else but our civilization. In this so-called civilization, some crucial viruses as the key codes control the operation of entire human society and every...

The first concern of mine is the existence of humankind. In my opinion, our human race has created it¡¯s own lethal enemy, that is not anything else but our civilization. In this so-called civilization, some crucial viruses as the key codes control the operation of entire human society and every human activity as well.

I have decoded them but got no way to design an effective solution to make the evil codes changed, although I have created a new model of civilization. The most tragic thing in our world is we always feel no way when we are facing the deepest problems, the ontological ones. what is the infinite power which drives us to play a self-destroying game? Still, it is an unreadable riddle. Without the religious explanation, science always keeps silent and never say a word.

Maybe we will never be able to know the truth, that is a work beyond the boundary of human intelligence.

In such a frustrated situation, what we can do is to explore a transcendent way on which we will be able to link our life and soul to the infinite power, although we can never know Him. The basic homework for this project is to realize the real meaning of life, without understanding it, the existence of a being only means an endless confusion.

By reflecting the history of philosophy, I got such a bold conclusion, no any philosopher has ever touched the brink of the truth of life. The divided condition of human intelligence have made the whole world keep divided, and the paradox hiding in the cells of human mind, seems to be an eternal obstacle standing on the way of so-called human evolution.

It is a very sad movie to see that there are unnumbered antinomy existing in the human knowledge bank, and also attached by large numbers of virus. And if one has the ability to perceive the logic of those daily conflicts and confusions in our world, and to perceive how those evil viruses drive human beings fight against each other and even fight against themselves, you can imagine how he will feel.
Who is the designer of such a tragic human logic? Why does He design our world like this? Is it an interesting experiment for Him? What we can merely do is just to know our limitation, to ask these no-answer-questions.

I will write down what I have discovered about our existing civilization, and design a masterplan of new civilization, I don¡¯t think this new model can change the world, but it is worthwhile to apply in the individual sphere, maybe it can lead to the way of salvation for individuals.
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This is a mail I wrote to Sindy, an active member of NCN.

I have been exploring the transcendent way to escape from the slavery of this secular world for many years, particularly, since the gifted day when I met, guided by the Lord, my very soulmate, we embarked a wonderful project instantly to practice our new philosophy together, it quickened our steps, and by the help of true love and perfect sex, we have eventually ascended the peak of life mountain, just only in a time of half a year more.

Our philosophy rooted on the true freedom, not the one existing in this paradoxical world, but a transcendent freedom, without any desire of controlling or possessing, without any man-made rule and law, just experiencing and enjoying anything, to find every challenge or obstruction set by the evil civilization and the secular society, and then beyond it, by such a recycle of going beyond, we reached the peak, and opened our souls to the most beautiful world. Every step overcoming the challenge, sent us a blast of fresh wind, broadening our minds, purifying our souls, and strengthening our energy.

We named our project the Experiment of True Love arranged by God. What is the true love ? Our definition is, true love is a purest free feeling between man and woman, without any rule and law, in a most natural state, beyond any limit set by three dimensions in which controlling and possessing are the basic laws hiding in every kind of relationship. For example, once you get a desire to control your lover, or to be the sole owner of your lover, the true love will disappear at the same time. Any means or regulation using for making love eternal, always acts as a heartless killer, suffocates the very love. Marriage is the very case. We always expect marriage as a golden lock keep love forever for us, but when we use this lock, it just stops the footstep of our love, and then, the fresh flower of love withers gradually.

Love is never a treasure can be stored in the narrow and fixed space of marriage, giving up challenge means giving up love itself.

In our journey of true love, we can do anything along our freewill, each of us can love another opposite sex or make love with him or her, we can not only give allowance to these acts without any jealousy, but enjoying them and sharing the enjoyment and happiness of the other¡¯s as well. Every act is open and transparent, no need to keep any ridiculous secret, any such experience makes our love purer, deeper, and more transcendent, we have deleted the fear of losing love from our heart.

Then, a miracle emerged. We suddenly found out, each of us had no desire of the fresh lover or sex-partner any more, if we had to do it, it just worked only for adding the enjoyment and happiness of our own love and sex. And such an experiment led us to an interesting conclusion: when you manage to lock your love , she escapes and disappears from you; when you plan to fix your love to eternity, she leaves you eternally; yet, when you just only free your feeling to love, never consider monopolizing and possessing her forever, love always follows you like your shadow.

As to the perfect sex, we oppose any false and absurd limit of morality about it. No sex is dirty when your soul is pure, and no sex is clean when your soul evil. What is a reasonable moral? What is a positive limit? What is a true responsibility? Unless any man-made limit has been cancelled, we have no any possibility to welcome the coming of them. Only absolute freedom, can bring us true responsibility and true moral, they are pure water just flows from our freewill, no need to be ordered and instructed by any social law and institution.

In three dimensions world, no true love, we can only see various false love, as a dirty property, in accordance with the classic physics, controlled and possessed by both sexes with each other, just as an evil iron chain, binding male and female, in a boundless ocean of bitterness and confusion, no one can see the true faces of love, sex and marriage, and the wrong and false forms of love, sex and marriage, draw our feeling world with a color of deadgrey.

Since I have got married and got a lovely daughter also, the only thing I have to do is manage to free them, let they live a true life. It is a hard work for me, for my wife is not easy to go beyond the secular world, however, I will do my best to free them and myself from the control of marriage and family. I regard anyone as an independent and sovereign being, including my wife and my daughter, they need my help, indeed, like any other person, but they have to live a true life by firstly realizing the true happiness basing on the absolute freedom, not only depending on a single man.
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From: ID: tdeane: Name: Tricia Deane

Oh my dear Cosman Jiang,

You write so beautifully! And such truths! I truly prize our new
friendship!

I experience the freedom of which you speak: One of the many
blessings the Universe has bestowed upon me, as you probably have
seen by my logs, is that I was raised as an orphan much the same as
a child raised in a Buddhist Monastery. My caretakers were Roman
Catholic nuns, and although I do not believe in religion, what they
taught me about myself and my relationship with the world has
remained throughout my life. It is my purpose, most particularly so
because I have seen society from the outside in. I have never
allowed myself to be conditioned to society, because when I left the
nuns and entered society at age 14 I saw very little truth. The
truth is that we have all been orphaned from each other by a society
based on abuse of the most fundamental of freedoms, being ourselves.


My life partner and I decided long ago (we have been together for
almost 22 years) that legal marriage would tarnish and corrupt the
purity of our relationship, and not surprisingly the strength of
this freedom has helped us endure many hardships with joy rather
than pain, and we are closer today than we have ever been.

Do you feel, as I do sometimes, that if we simply begin doing the
opposite of what we have been doing thus far in terms of
civilization we'll come out on top? (chuckle) For example, we have
all been taught to "suffer quietly." My thinking is just the
opposite: I want to know what hurts people so I can do something
about it. Also, in my work as a spiritual healer/empath, I help
people to find their purpose by identifying what has hurt them most
deeply in their lives.

So, you see, I actually do the work I started out to do as a
Psychologist. I just do it the RIGHT way for me, by acknowledging my
client's worth to me and teaching them to use the spiritual and
psychological tools they each have within them so they never have to
call me again, or anyone else, for that matter.

If I had to pick one major wrong in society to begin the journey
with it would be equality, for I believe to think in any other terms
destroys the possibility of logical thought. Speaking of that,
several years ago, I heard a newscast on CNN regarding the discovery
of the sixth site of earliest civilization. Perhaps you have heard
of the same. Our earliest civilizations, according to this account,
was the gathering of peoples around breweries. Isn't that funny?
Doesn't that explain a lot? Every time I think of that I begin
laughing, and somehow the chaos in the world right now seems more
understandable: Civilization began to foster addiction! I will try
to find the articles on the internet and send you the URL for them
sometime this week.

Cosman Jiang, my brother, you are truly a welcome member of my
family!

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To: ID: tdeane: Name: Tricia Deane

Dear Tracia:

Your reply sent me a lasting excitement, like the cool breeze at
this summer midnight brushing across my soul, leading me into the
real paradise in my very heart.

I have noticed that you are an active and positive member of NCN,
and I also have downloaded all of your articles in your profile and
read them seriously. I discovered an angel-like soul among holy
melodies composed by your beautiful heart.

I enjoy first the transparency of human soul as clean and pure as
the melted ice-water of the North Pole. True is clean while false is
dirty.

I believe firmly that absolute freedom is the sole meaning (if we
can be allowed to make a hypothesis for our life) and the mere
precondition of existence of a true being. Hitherto, nobody in
so-called academic circle has given us a satisfied answer for
freedom, except those abandoned transcendent and salvation-oriented
doctrines of some anti-secular religions. Here is my very answer.
Freedom is just the original and natural style of existence of a
certain being. For example, a flower is in freedom just only when
she is alive by connecting through her own branch to the root deeply
in the soil. If we pick her off, her freedom will then
simultaneously disappear.Another example, like the relationship
between love and marriage, love is a free spirit, and only a
beautiful and holy feeling in our heart, but marriage is a secular
institution, with innumerable rules and laws, and also linking to
every level of insane human society,when we put free love into the
prison of marriage, the concequnces are obvious, a true love will be
strangled at once.

But what is that at colleges the authorities tell us about freedom?
Supported by the main-stream practices and theories along entire
human history and ¡°civilized¡± process, they say, without any
hesitate, freedom is a right to possess, to compete, to do what you
want to do(and enclosed a paradoxical condition ¨C without infringing
the interests of others). If certain lands and fruits or birds and
beasts are controlled by some person at first, and then undoubtedly,
he or she will be the legal owner of the former. Why nobody ask what
is the reason of this proposition? Is possessing or controlling or
the ridiculous ownership of property a justice? Who can test it for
us? And moreover, are these meaningful or beneficial to our
existence?

When we cast a stone of suspicion to the very basement of the huge
building of human civilization, it is so easy to see, the basement
is too fragile to support a boasted civilized human society. It is
just built by absurd and false and evil brick, which originate all
human sufferings.

I seldom see any true man in this world, most people are only those
died-alive, existing without true self. In such a heartless social
arena, who can become the owner of himself? Is the IT giant Bill
Gates not the very slaver of his billions of dollars? Is Iraq
president Saddam Hussein not the very slaver of his big power? Is a
certain academic authority not the very slaver of so-called
scientific truths?

I¡¯m going to decode these paradoxes, to show the world what is a
true civilization. I believe it¡¯s the common target of both of us.

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(This is an introductory statement of mine as a member of con-side in a campus English debate of my university. The debate title is With the development of science religion has become obsolete. I don¡¯t agree to it.)

1. Science and religion are both in entirely different worlds. To most extent, they are not opposite, conflicting each other, but are mutually complementary, in order to meet different demands of human beings. They are also equally the products of human mind, but born in distinctive parts of it. All of those conflicts seen in history, just happened between religious organization and scientific circle, not between religion and science themselves. If religious organization equals to religion, accordingly, scientist will equal to science. This proposition is obviously false.

2. religion is a bridge linking the limitless of universe and the tiny of human being, it provides mysterious mighty power to support our poor soul. Science gives us tools for daily life, and can never substitute the fundamental function of religion to comfort human soul. Science is a limited knowledge, as everyone knows. As long as human race are unable to go beyond the limitless and uncertainty of universe, beyond the boundary of space and time, religion won¡¯t be deleted from human mind perpetually. Could our exaggerated science possess such an incredible to save human race go beyond the ¡°speed of light¡±?

3. We must distinguish varied manifestations of religion, there are three basic forms of them, namely, organization and ceremony, doctrine, and religion complex(spirit). The first two ones are distorted appearances of religion, penetrated by individual secular utilitarian orientation, and somehow against the original essence of religion itself. The last one, which we called religion complex, is an authentic seed in human mind with which a religion is pregnant. This complex is accompanied by the endless anxiety of salvation of human being from secular anguish to transcendent happiness. Up to now, regardless of in history or in our time, it is possible to see certain organizations, ceremonies, and doctrines has got some changes, and even more or less has become obsolete, however, it is impossible to see the flowers of religion spirit rooted deeply in human soul, to be withered. Some new manifestations of religion are slipping into modern life, while some old ones are quitting from historical stage. There are so many so-called evil cults prevailing somewhat in this or that corner throughout the world. Undoubtedly, religion hasn¡¯t become obsolete, but become changed.

4. In scientific circles, it is the same case. Religion spirit and science spirit like twin brothers, getting along with each other very well. Admittedly, some scientists refuse to accept certain organizations, ceremonies, and doctrines, but this doesn¡¯t yet tell us they have cancelled the religion complex from their hearts. No one can kills his own religion complex existing in his sub-consciousness. Even if those scientists who refuse any belief and fight against religion firmly, and, naming themselves as atheists, still can¡¯t avoid exposing their deep believes and instinctive religion complex. The reason is very simple, nobody can exist without a certain belief, no matter how firmly he refuses to confess it, and, those who are merely royal to the science, are royal to the very religion of science also, as soon as science is exaggerated by them to be an absolute and boundless reason power, science itself has become a new religion in which science is worshiped as a god. There is another kind of scientists, who not only accept certain religious manifestations, but also devote themselves to the study of testifying the existence of God. Such as some scientific giants, say, Descartes, Newton, Einstein, and so forth. Descartes in his Discourse consumed generously one chapter to prove the existence of God, Newton followed his footprint, and even went further more, he spent half his lifetime to search for evidences of the existence of God, forgetting his physical research at all. Einstein left a famous word, he said, I was convinced that God does not play dice.

5. To some extent, science can verify the falsehood of some religious doctrine, but only in a limited degree, and not in an absolute level also. Most doctrine and almost every kind of religion complex or religious care, are beyond the boundary of scientific explanation. And strangely, even if their falsehood has been judged by science, most such doctrine are still out of people¡¯s suspicion, and are still rooted in their minds.

6. It is apparent, in history, religion likes any other institution or culture(including science), were often utilized by people to pursue their individual or group interests, and these purposes inevitably caused a wide variety of social conflicts. However this is not the fault of religion itself.

7. Science and religion both have their distinctive functions and roles in human life. The limitless of universe produces a huge non-scientific area for religion to serve human spirit. In that area, human science doesn¡¯t work at all. Therefore, science not only can¡¯t substitute the role and functions of religion, but also can¡¯t challenge its status or destroy its foundation.

8. The expression forms of religion have changed in history and will continue to change in the future, but never thoroughly quit from human life. Science can make certain expression forms obsolete, but can¡¯t obstruct the reborn of new forms, and similarly, can¡¯t hinder the permanent existence of religion. Regarding the obsolete of some expression forms of religion, as the obsolete of whole religion, is the methodological error leading us to the wrong conclusion of pro-side¡¯s. Exaggerating the power of science to a limitless degree, is the epistemological error conducting us to worship science as a new and sole god governing religious world.
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(This is a five-minute-speech I delivered in English at the campus of my university)

I would never forget the historic moment, in that miserable evening, on September 11, 2001, when I turned on my radio to listen to the VOA news report as usual, an unexpected terrible news shocked my heart.

In fact, I had already guessed the real cause before the whole story was unveiled, it was a terrorist event, my intuition told me. However, I¡¯m not a prophet, indeed, I only deduced the real answer from my deep concern about the security crisis of this blue planet. For many years, I¡¯ve concentrated my mind on exploring those evil logical rules and structures hiding in our civilization system and our human history, as a result, a big worry has grown from the bottom of my heart. Unfortunately, the September 11 terrorist attack has verified my worry, and more unfortunately, this worry has been intensified by another problem, that is the reaction to the attack.

The September 11 terrorist attack is surprising, but, undoubtedly, the reaction to it is more surprising. The most terrible thing is even not this attack itself but the cheerful reaction to it, particularly in China, and in its intellectual circles. I could never understand such crazy feelings in which terrorist attack is viewed as the most exciting event, by this way, the biggest tragedy has been incredibly turned to a biggest comedy.

Can you imagine what will follow these evil feelings to emerge? It is obviously, if so many people, especially those younger generations, enjoy terrorist attack as an exciting play, we not only will be unable to find an effective solution for terrorism, but also will be faced with more and more such man-made disasters.

The September 11 terrorist attack has sunk in the historical stream. But, its deep influence is just flowing to the future. As a matter of fact, today, there are so many different points and views, analyses and comments, ideas and theories, emerged from every corner throughout the world, to explain the causes and consequences of this event. Around the world, after the attack, even having not woken from the panic, every people has already fallen in a big confusion.

Just this confusion, is the real panic we have to meet inevitably. This confusion likes a computer chip, planted into the mind of every human being by our confused so-called civilization along our complicated history. Up to now, we have a profound prejudice which regards our civilization as a perfect and good man-made creature. It is a mistaken notion. Civilization, as my points of view, is a huge warehouse, we have stored a large number various cultural products in it, good ones or evil ones. All these products, are weaved into a limitless web, every activity of people or every event of society, is directed and controlled by this web. Civilization is a two-edged weapon, is a general-director of the drama of human history, in both comic one or tragic one.

Where do the evil genes exist? What are the real wells of terrorism? which is the womb of the seeds of animosity? Just civilization, our so proud civilization. Why did so many people drink the blood of victims sweetly? You can also question the civilization itself.

If what we can share is not happiness but painfulness, if wealth and power still drive us fight heartlessly in the social arena, if poverty and inequity are still supported by those absurd theories and our political institutions, these hysteria people, the blood-drinking game players, will not be expected to be reduced or disappear but continue to increase .

God would be no longer willing to wait for our peaceful solution. We get no time to hesitate, to wander, even to dream. Unless decoding and modifying the evil genes of our civilization, God will cover our future with darkness.
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