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One Seeker's Journey: Moving On... |
Category: Thoughts 20 comments
25 May 2004 @ 11:58 by scotty : and learning ..... 25 May 2004 @ 12:00 by craiglang : Great story Hi Scotty, Great story. A lot of lessons in it. Thanx. 25 May 2004 @ 12:53 by skookum : Yes the feel of the place is less maniacal for sure. I could feel a raising of stress and now there seems to be a slowly resolving feeling. Now, I am not saying all is sunshine and roses.... well.. cept for Scotty's place lol. Nonetheless, I can see that we are going forward again. 30 May 2004 @ 15:15 by ming : Positive directions Yeah, seems like something's cleared up, and it is possible to move. 30 May 2004 @ 17:03 by martha : Nope don't agree at all I think just the opposite is happening. There is a lot of anger at NCN craig. You just aren't looking in the right places. There is also a lot of dishonesty. It is all there right under the surface. But of course if one simply removes themselves from certain areas of NCN then you can avoid it. And I believe this undercurrent of dishonesty and anger is simply a reflection of the world. Nothing has changed here on the whole. 30 May 2004 @ 17:18 by vibrani : I wonder what you are talking about, Craig, Ming, Skookum? What has lifted? What are all the good vibes you feel? I see dishonesty, and phoniness. A lot has become clearer, and that is what Martha addressed above. There is a handful of super people here, but this group doesn't find it comfortable to mingle with the rest. It's always possible to move in a positive direction, unfortunately that's not the full story of what's been going on for some folks here. If you look at the world, what has lifted? There's been an escalation of intense polarity energies, violent, abusive ones that are mirrored here. So, excuse me, I don't understand what you're talking about. Personally, the only thing that's lifted here is the ability to remove myself from the lowest vibrations and stick with those who are in their integrity with compassion. 30 May 2004 @ 23:12 by ov : Beyond Polarization The readings I've picked up both here at NCN, and from the links originating here, is that the middle ground of fence sitting is disappearing, and that new options are opening up above and beyond the polarized duality. There is no going back, no staying neutral, there is only moving forward into new synthesis. Personaly I do not desire 'peace' because that is simply a symptomn, but rather I desire planetary 'health' because then we will have peace, but if we only have the appearance of peace then it is likely that we do not have health but simply a masking of the root cause. Similiar to something I heard on the radio last night about the difference between health care and disease treatment. We need healing now, nothing less will do. 30 May 2004 @ 23:43 by skookum : I can only say what I sense. There will always be those one feels more comfortable with, and those we do not. I suppose one has to work at healing within first. 31 May 2004 @ 06:35 by scotty : Our best lessons are often taught by the very person that we find ourselves the most uncomfortable with - they are the people who show us where our own weaknesses lie - thanks to them we have a golden opportunity to re-look at the inside of us and see what it is about 'us' that needs working on ! These 'difficult' people are actually our best friends if we but knew it ! 31 May 2004 @ 07:10 by swan : I agree Scotty, though I would describe it this way. The people we feel most uncomfortable with are the people who are showing us parts of us that we have disowned. We may be uncomfortable because we don't like what they are doing or because we are jealous because they can do something we think we can't. They are showing us parts of ourselves that we can not see and they are blessings in disguise. The path to consciousness is knowing all of who you are and accepting it completely so that you can have love and compassion for everyone that comes on to your path. If you are polarized within yourself the world around you will reflect polarization. I have found that "know thyself" has been the wisest path for me. I feel the cosmos is impacting the changes and shifts we are feeling and in particular the Venus Transit that is occuring. (June 7-8) We are already feeling the impact and seeing around us. 31 May 2004 @ 10:28 by vibrani : Swan I have a question about your post. How about people we are not comfortable with might be because we're not in the same energy? Or, been there, done that (in some lifetime)? Using myself as an example, I am not bothered by a lot of people in real life. The people that I'm not comfortable with are people who are intoxicated or stoned out of their minds, who lie or steal or worse, people who abuse people. There is no way I believe this is because I don't own that in myself. I'm not a drunk, I don't steal, etc. It's not a form of denial, it's a form of self-knowing and using discretion. Am I misunderstanding what you wrote, Swan? 31 May 2004 @ 10:36 by spiritseek : not every case the same... as not everyone is the same, you relate to some and not to others. With mental and drug problems it messes with the energy field and gets distorted,whereby their vibration is not easily recognized. 31 May 2004 @ 10:37 by vibrani : Sure that takes people aware enough to look at another and ask if there is a reflection there for them personally, or not :-) Although I know you, Swan, and I (and a few other people at NCN) actively do this for many, many years, it's rare, I think. Most people don't take the time, interest, tools, don't want to see, usually react instead of respond. 31 May 2004 @ 12:39 by scotty : the way I see it is .. "showing us parts of ourselves that we have disowned " can also mean that we're reacting - often with revulsion - I think we're disowning our 'potential' to be '.....' whatever it is that we're reacting to ! I'm not a drunk either but I react really badly to drunks for example - I'm sure that when I react so badly to someone it's because I'm being forced to see the potential me - same with controlling manipulative people - I can't stand them ! I'm not like that myself but I KNOW that I could be because I can feel it in me .. and that's being really honest about myself (which isn't very easy to do) - I hate the dark side of me - even if I don't do or don't live the way that my darkness is ... it's still there - the potential is there ! I think most people tend to turn away from it instead of going towards it and learning about oneself ! 31 May 2004 @ 12:47 by swan : For me the key piece is judgment, If I am uncomfortable with someone and I judge them because of it, then there is something for me to look at in myself. I think we can get to a place where we might not energetically resonate with someone but we accept them and have no reaction one way or the other. Thanks for the question. 31 May 2004 @ 12:50 by scotty : Exactly ! I just popped back in to say something about judgement too ! 'cos when I said we turn away in revulsion - it's because we've judged someone - and we've said 'I'm not like that' !! judged AND condamned the person even if we don't realise it ! I AM 'potentially' like that (whatever 'that' is) - and that's the uncomforable truth ! We are All poetntially like that - but we can choose to live in the light or the dark ! 31 May 2004 @ 13:04 by swan : The truth is we have a little of everything in us, the good, the bad and the ugly. When we get to a place of accepting the bad and ugly in ourselves and loving it for the fine teacher that it has been, we are compassionate and accepting of others. The problem arises when we try to keep those parts of ourselves that we don't like in a closet. I love Black Swan now that she is out of the closet:-) 31 May 2004 @ 13:25 by scotty : Time is perhaps the key .. because - according to the Kabbalah, the soul reincarnates 6,000 times until we finally get it right (that's one heck of a learning curve! heh heh heh )...Talk about play it again Sam, and again... and again...and again.... 31 May 2004 @ 21:25 by craiglang : Interesting comments folks... I was away for the weekend, and didn't check anything on-line. It seems that things were rather busy here while I was gone... :-) Nora, you asked what I was talking about. I hope this helps... Basically, it seems to me that in every path/progression, etc. there seem to be pauses, stops for breath, etc. What I was noticing last week when I posted this was that there seemed to be one of those going on. Yes, there is still lots of polarity, challenge, etc. There seems to be enough to satisfy the heartiest apetite... :-) Yet in all of the gyrations and fluxuations that make up world of human dynamics, there are some times when there is pain, and sometimes when there is healing. Clouds and silver linings, yins and yangs, teeters and totters - they are all part of the dynamics of life. 31 May 2004 @ 21:34 by magical_melody : Hehehe! Great log Craig! There is healing and recovery for those who choose it. Craig, as I experience and witness it, we are in the midst of the darkest night and the brightest day in the current earth shift. Scotty you have said many great comments in this log, good on ya! I have found that whatever we have strong feelings or reactions to, often hits against a wound or issue that is up for another level of healing. I have found myself thinking or saying gees, I have committed to heal this issue for a long time with huge progress, and how is it that it comes up again? Another level. I concluded that we are going deep into true being, and coming to embrace it all - going full on into Light. I also find that the angst of our own wounds is triggered until its not! Then when we finally have that mastered, hehe, we get to help the collective angst to shift. Our work is cut out for all of us!!! The world needs our forgiving and compassionate love just as we do. Best we come to develop the capacity and the learning in how to love it all ey? I have found forgiveness to open many doors to healing. Big shifts indeed! 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