 17 Feb 2010 @ 15:44
KNOWLEDGE
Life is
Beauty,
Terror,
Knowledge.
A crucial part of following Tao is seeking knowledge. All the
efforts of self-cultivation are meant to make us a fit vehicle for that
search. Sometimes what we learn is not pleasant. With learning, we
glimpse life as it really is, and that is difficult to bear. That is why
spiritual progress is slow : not because no one will tell us the
secrets, but because we ourselves must overcome sentiment and fear
before we can grasp it.
There is an underbelly of terror to all life. It is suffering, it is
hurt. Deep within all of us are intense fears that have left few of us
whole. Life's terrors haunt us, attack us, leave ugly cuts. To buffer
ourselves, we dwell on beauty, we collect things, we fall in love, we
desperately try to make something lasting in our lives. We take beauty
as the only worthwhile thing in this existence, but it cannot veil
cursing, violence, randomness, and injustice.
Only knowledge removes this fear. If we were shown the whole truth,
we could not stand it. Both lovely and horrible details make us human,
and when knowledge threatens to show us our follies, we may realize that
we are not yet ready to leave them behind. Then the veil closes again,
and we sit meditating before it, trying to prepare ourselves for the
moment when we dare to part the curtain completely.
365 Tao: Daily Meditations
Deng Ming-Dao
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