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6 May 2004 @ 09:08, by Susannah Bec
Photo: Moss heart by Susannah Bec (this was noticed recently on a large old stone in our garden....I like to think it is a message to us from our home.)
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Well, for the last seven years we have been living in our little bit of heaven on earth. We love our home, surrounded by nature and with our regular animal visitors, the fox, the muntjac deer and most of the local bird population. We have created our own world here, a reality where nature far outways "civilisation", we have lived in harmony with it and loved it....it has loved us back.
It is the setting for our life, we rarely leave except to shop or to visit family as the hustle and bustle has long since ceased to be the world we are comfortable in....the fields, the woods, the flowers, the skies are what give us comfort and inspiration and growth.
It is a beautiful old house with a stone workshop attached, where I paint, where Joe makes things, where many happy times are spent. It has two old sheds where too much stuff is stored :-) and where our kittens (now cats) were born two years ago to a young frightened feral cat who didn't trust or understand humans, before Joes patience and gentleness helped her grow into the friendly beautiful cat that is now sitting by my side, happily living with us and three of her kittens (that never did find new homes). Then there is the meadow to the side of our home, untouched, unsprayed with chemicals, lush and beautiful and resting place of Harvey our dog who loved this place too. We walk straight from our garden into the meadow, no boundarys, no separation, then over the three acre meadow to the woods and the bluebells and the deep peace that untouched nature inspires.
Seven years ago we found /manifested this place....we had written what we wanted with our next home, right down to the details like Joe fancied a beamed ceiling, I didn't want one, I wanted a wood within walking distance....well if you are doing magic you may as well ask :-).... And there it was, a beautiful old ivy covered house that had been extended so the old part of the house had beams, the new part didn't and there were my woods!!! We were thankful, we were grateful....we fell in love with this spot on earth.
The place was rented from the family of the old lady who lived nearby, the family had owned the property for years. It was a very reasonable rent and over the years hardly increased....they liked us, we liked them....money obviously not such an issue to them as "good tenants". We live a creative lifestyle, we have no television, we work to know ourselves, to stay in the now....to appreciate the beauty that surrounds us. We have little money, we had little need for it.
The old lady died and we got a phonecall from the letting agent informing us that the family need vacant possession of the property and land as they have to sell and divide the assets....we have to leave by June 1st. The rent we pay now would hardly get us a one bed apartment....What a lesson in "walking our talk" and staying centered, as buttons we didn't even know we had, are being pushed! :-). You can imagine the emotions we have been through over the last couple of months
Well, we are almost packed now, still not knowing what's next, but trusting the process and knowing that right here right now the sun is shining in through the window, the birds are singing, flowers are blooming in the garden and it looks as though another adventure is about to begin.
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Category: Diary
9 comments
6 May 2004 @ 11:02 by shawa : Whoa.
My best wishes...It´s hard to lose a place like that. Hard, hard. I hope you´ll find something. Keep us posted. :-)
6 May 2004 @ 12:21 by martha : 7 years
Well Susannah look at the 7 years you have been able to enjoy the country...how lucky you are...maybe it was time to move on but you just needed a bit of prodding...as we know, you-know-who works in mysterious ways.
6 May 2004 @ 14:43 by susannahbe : Yes...
I have come to terms with it now - though it was unexpected. Astrologically speaking Uranus is doing its stuff (current transit is aspecting lots in my chart!) I am usually comfortable with uranus energy (I have sun conjunct uranus) and find it exciting and stimulating and I usually end up in a different life when it has finished with me!
Add Pluto (also currently trine my sun/uranus 4th house (home)) and what do you get!!
Phew...I am holding on to my metaphorical hat :-)
6 May 2004 @ 15:40 by martha : oh so that's my problem
Uranius is strong in my horoscope also and i have been feeling a bit displaced recently. and uranius is also in my fourth house (alone though) but rules my rising sign. Astrology can be such fun to explain our ups and downs...
6 May 2004 @ 16:08 by susannahbe : What degree?...
Have you got any planets or your rising sign at anywhere between 5 and 10 degrees of any sign or around 15 degrees or 20 to 23 degrees?....a big range there, the outer planets transits are bound to be touching your planets somewhere!
7 May 2004 @ 14:31 by martha : well I can't find
where I put my horocsope...no doubt in a safe place...LOL...so I can't answer your question but if memory servers me (doubtful at my age) i think it was around 22 degrees.
7 May 2004 @ 16:49 by susannahbe : Martha...
If you send me your time, date and place of birth I can have a look for you if you like....let me know :-)
26 Sep 2006 @ 00:43 by magical_melody : Susannah, Thanks for sharing your story
Love that moss heart! What a lovely co-creation of sacred space, and I feel such love and abundance oozing from you and your home place...Ah I see you opening to embrace even more as you certainly will not go backwards to less...than...I see magic afoot all around you, and a smooth transition as you both sit together to script the new scene, as you had once before...only now there is so much more....a beautiful opportunity to get even more clear about where you truly both desire to go from here. I trust you will both magnetise in the perfect home again. Will look forward to read an update!
20 Jan 2007 @ 08:57 by dkill : I envy u
I'd luv to have a place like that. Sorry to hear that your losing it.
All the best.
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