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Celestial: Passion in the Moonlight |
Category: Diary 23 comments
12 Jul 2004 @ 22:21 by skookum : wowzers!! 12 Jul 2004 @ 22:31 by celestial : It was sooo hot They melted together...and became "one flesh!" 12 Jul 2004 @ 22:34 by skookum : I can imagine! the lucky couple. *** The couple are a composite of the love (intimacy) I have tasted since coming to the New World at that point in time. I had been physically intimate with three women but still love the first one. Her name is '.'Amber'.' 12 Jul 2004 @ 23:41 by skookum : lucky you then I am jealous lol *** I'm not into volume (quantity), I'm into QUALITY. Each new relationship brings me closer to perfection as well as my partner. I better close out for the evening. Sweet dreams, you're a honey. ********** Goodnight to you too! Just one question.. when did you write it? *** I wrote it on June 6, 1991, in prison. (just added the date in the posting) 13 Jul 2004 @ 00:30 by shawa : Comments There should be a 187 comments, it´s so nice! :-) *** Oh dear, what have I started?!!! 13 Jul 2004 @ 05:34 by spiritseek : Shower anyone? My hearts still thumping in my chest and my palms sweaty. The poem is what my new friend and I engage in. The trembling of bodies as we fumble with the buttons and sliding the clothes off slowly while our eyes are locked together. The thought brings up a moan. *** Thank you spiritseek, especially for this oportunity to touch on LovE. M.L.King Jr. advised..."mix the blood." (become one flesh)(have children) G.O.D. frowns upon mixing the races (it's against his purpose for us). M.L.K.'s statement was what got him killed! I actually heard and SAW GOD's word come tumbling out of heaven on that one. They looked like childrens play-blocks, the kind that have alphabets, and the blocks were in proper order to spell a sentence; they were (like) as though being pushed off ov a table top like a choochoo train going over a cliff!!! One thing he did say was something about 'we all came here in different boats but now we're all in the same boat'. That is the truth! G.O.D. is merciful. 13 Jul 2004 @ 05:51 by scotty : I just love the way Dan manages to slip in a little bit more of himself (if you'll pardon the expression !!) with every other comment - like .."I wrote it on June 6, 1991, IN PRISON" !!!! Keeps me waiting with bated breath for MORE ! *** AHHhhh...Hi scotty. I was studying the criminal justice system from the inside out. I needed a certain type ov information in order to make a decision in the future (now); information you cannot get in any college. My Lord is using me like a scalpel...a painless cut...into your heart...and mind...to repair your broken hearts. ********************************************************* Thanks Dan - but my heart has never been finer I assure you ! *** I'm so glad you are. It's going to be a very slow day today, time wise, so I'll be closing out shortly so I can multiply some of it. ************************************************* now THAT is a neat trick !!! I could use some tips .. if you have some to spare !*grin* 13 Jul 2004 @ 07:31 by skookum : I think I lead a very boring life ! lol 13 Jul 2004 @ 07:38 by swan : Good stuff, I can feel myself in the poem...I like that. Nice detail...ooohhhh. 13 Jul 2004 @ 07:41 by scotty : Bored Skookum !!! ...[link] " To see a World in a grain of sand And a Heaven in a wild flower, Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand And Eternity in an hour." William Blake "Auguries of Innocence" *** Thanks scotty, that poem means a lot to me in ways you'll never know. ********************************************************** the poem says sooo much doesn't it ! Glad you liked it ! 13 Jul 2004 @ 10:47 by skookum : well not exactly I said my life was boring... I am not boring... ahhahahaha nor am I bored.. frustrated to no end.. but not bored lol 13 Jul 2004 @ 19:28 by celestial : Skookum, Please do, tell me your major frustration. 14 Jul 2004 @ 00:08 by skookum : What are my frustrations? Heaven knows we all have them. They erode at our self esteem and crack our calm demeanor. I have many of them. Each one an exquisite reminder of my humanity. 1: Intellectual- I want to understand and know everything. Due to the fact that is rather an unreasonable desire in my present state of awareness, I would settle for more education in all areas.. academic, spiritual and emotional. 2: Creative: I want to devote so much more of my time and self to the arts I enjoy. In all ways from creating to just enjoying other peoples creativity. 3: Physical: I want to attain a level of physical fitness henceforth lost due to health issues. I want to begin doing my Scottish Country Dancing again. 4: Emotional: Damn well this is surely obvious. I have issues dont we all. 5: Sexual ditto on that too I dont need to draw a picture here. I aint getting any lol . There you see.. I am just as messed up as the rest of you * winks *** 1. ASK, seek, knock knock! lol ....Seek ....Knock knock ....(across & vertically there is a double emphasis on A S K!!! 2. TIME...U must reorganize, operate & re-assess, reorganize, ETC. 3. U KNEAD A MATE. 4. U KNEAD A MATE. 5. U KNEAD A MATE. (personal observation) yer beauty is attractive to males...a lot of men don't feel they can hang onto a woman with great beauty. Beauty, for a woman, is like honey; it attracts a lot of "flies." They come and take their fill; then they fly away. 14 Jul 2004 @ 06:15 by skookum : I am married alas separated... if that explains anything 14 Jul 2004 @ 08:55 by celestial : skookum, Was it good while together? 14 Jul 2004 @ 08:59 by skookum : no I don't remember many good times except the birth of my children He has mental problems. 14 Jul 2004 @ 09:31 by celestial @131.191.42.229 : Due You Want to get back together again? If so, what is being done to facilitate that? 14 Jul 2004 @ 10:23 by skookum : well we are working on getting him treatment. I doubt that reconciliation is possible at this time. You live in Washington State? I was born in Yakima..folks from up that way. 14 Jul 2004 @ 15:04 by celestial : Hmmm, "we are working on getting him treatment."? What does 'working on it' mean? "I doubt that reconciliation is possible at this time."? Perhaps in the future? Have either of you filed for divorce? What are his views on all of this? Please expound on his mental problems. Yes, I live in Washing(a)ton; that "state of mind" and all ! My sis lives where you were born. Why do you ask? Due you want to receive? 14 Jul 2004 @ 20:32 by skookum : I just wanted to know if you were from the northwest. Curious that is all. I am not asking for anything. My husband has had problems a long time, he was misdiagnosed and is in the process of getting evaluated on what medications to take. I am sorry to say that it is highly unlikely we shall get back together. Events of the past have destroyed those gentle, fragile feelings of love and trust that I feel are needed in a relationship. He is willing, but I find I am less than I should be in forgiving and forgetting I guess. I have been to counseling and it seems I have been a bit traumitized by it all, enough to make it difficult to feel the way I used to toward him. Which saddens me even more. No I have not filed for divorce. We shall be getting family counseling to help us help him get better. We are raising the kids and managing. 15 Jul 2004 @ 01:51 by celestial : skookum My heart pours out to you. We moved here from Canada in 1964. Originally, we lived in Missouri. I have so much I want to put in writing about myself, using myself as an example of what not to do. It is too bad the "New World" has to be so brutal; it's a mind set; it doesn't really have to be this way. 15 Jul 2004 @ 08:13 by skookum : Life has its ups and downs for most people. I don't feel I have had it any rougher than anyone else. In the course of my work I hear a lot of peoples experiences. I know I have it pretty good actually. 15 Jul 2004 @ 09:57 by celestial : I Know His Majesty my Lord King Author is merciful to all ov His creation ! Other entries in Diary 19 Jul 2004 @ 09:25: I AM Celestial. 19 Jul 2004 @ 06:36: The End ov Time. 15 Jul 2004 @ 21:30: nut-in here 15 Jul 2004 @ 15:02: cHR0MEsNOWbALL 15 Jul 2004 @ 09:24: Getting to Know Me (666) 13 Jul 2004 @ 20:03: Getting to Know Me (02) 11 Jul 2004 @ 05:11: Getting to Know Me (01) 15 May 2004 @ 04:46: A B C's ov Marriage
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12 Jul 2004 @ 22:05, by celestial