The Instant School of EnlightenmentWar ceases when it ceases in our hearts!2005-11-06T18:15:39ZUser 437http://www.newciv.org/nl/newslog.php/_v437/OrgSpace NewsLogWomen Artists Searching for Angels Hawaiian Retreats2angelslove
'Women Artists Searching for Angels'
Hawaiian Retreats.
Bring 9 (nine) women and You STAY Free!
7 Days - 6 Nights
5 Nights Volcano
1 Night Kailua-Kona
1 Day Snorkel Lesson
1 Day Dolphin Swim in Kailua-Kona
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L...2angelslove 'Women Artists Searching for Angels' Hawaiian Retreats. Bring 9 (nine) women and You STAY Free!
7 Days - 6 Nights 5 Nights Volcano 1 Night Kailua-Kona 1 Day Snorkel Lesson 1 Day Dolphin Swim in Kailua-Kona Bunkbeds and Breakfast ALL Art Supplies 2 Days Learning To... Let Your Angels Paint Themselves! Faith Paulele will Facilitate! Beginners Welcome!
7 Days- 6 Nights $650.00 This is our 2angelslove Price Our Gift to the Women of the World for 2006
You Earned It. You Deserve To Breathe The Air!
The water does not ask the rocks why it is free as it flows on it's way.
Your Turn Now! $300 holds your place, after January 1st 2006, $400 deposit will be required Bring 9 (nine) women and YOU STAY FREE!
Faith Paulele will attend as your Facilitator. She will spend 2 days teaching you her methods of bringing in Angels and allowing them to paint themselves. Beginner artists are welcome, this is not hard and is more about your Angels and You. If the need arises we will experience what ever sacred ceremonies to clear blocks as the groups Angels dictate.
Please book early, these are the lowest priced retreats since the 80's I have offered. Back then it was $440. These will not stay open long. Best adventure priced for room and breakfast on the Islands. Please see our website for all the details. Transportation, Tips and Taxes not included.
Faith will supervise the snorkeling instruction. She will provide her guidance on these underwater adventures, her love of the wild dolphins and her "uncanny" ability to find these friends, not to mention leading folks to some of the most spectacular and 'secret' beaches on the Kona and Puna Coast famous for wild, free and loving Dolphins! Most afternoons and evenings are FREE, to return to swim with the dolphins, work on your paintings, visit the volcano, EXPLORE or just relax!
[link] phone 808-965-5055 Kalapana, Hawaii The Big Island Mahalo nui loa, faith]]>http://www.newciv.org/nl/newslog.php/_v437/__show_article/_a000437-000006.htm2005-11-06T18:15:39Z2005-11-06T18:22:30Zin honor of mars retrograde...Someone from my past contacted me
with words i still can't believe...
"I love you!"
"I have always loved you!"
... in my flopping around,
like a tuna on the deck...
i found my own council from an old
"Angels Speak!"
(my angels talking to me)
and i wanted to share.
mars retrograde...^i^'s Speak!... Copyright 6/1998 Submitted by Faith ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^i^'s Speak....
When you were small you prayed the word "why" at least 100 times a day. Your eyes would get huge and filled with tears, your heart shocked wide open with emptiness and your immature reasoning system would say to you again----
(Because it always appeared as if WE were not answering you. In fact it felt to you, at times, as if God did not exist at all. Or if God existed he didn't care about what happened to you. We ( ^i^'s) felt (to you) at those times like your only friends, impotent to act on your behalf, but standing by, non-the-less.)
----"Feels like love to me." Not in so many words, but the concept is what causes the profound (irrational) love that exists in dysfunctional families of origin. You had to reason this. You would have lost the will to live if you recognized the truth of it all. You would have been successful in your teen suicide attempts.
You are grown up enough to know the truth, now.
Yes agreements are made, you contracted with your soul, your parents, your partners and your children. In fact with everyone you meet. And also with us, before you took this body, or in past lifetimes when we both had different bodies.
What went wrong? Because indeed, it is time, to recognize that it wasn't ordained to have happened. That it NEVER SHOULD have happened!
WHY?
Because... HUMANS HAVE FREE WILL!
Choices ...every moment ...hundreds of choices...... to choose from every day of your life. Are you perfect? Have you made any bad choices in your life? What are you choosing to give to yourself today?
Souls that you contracted with for this lifetime- hit the body, ran through the collective conditioning (in those years) and made some very bad choices --which profoundly affected you. If you had been cared for properly, as agreed, imagine how incredible you would be today.
IF YOUR STRENGTH AND GENIUS HAD BEEN LOVINGLY NOURISHED...
Imagine...
Make the leap, grow yourself up! You know the truth now stand by it! Stop crying about it all. Stop trying to figure out why. Stop believing you some how deserved it, that it was part of the struggle, the suffering or the lesson. Stop believing it made you better, stronger, more compassionate and that is why. It never should have happened. It was an accident. Accidents sometimes happen.
And stop believing everyone on the planet has 'god' in them. It is a lie. Everyone on this planet does not have god in them. Some people, never have god in them, very few, but there are some. And at any moment- in any life- any one person can choose to be the opposite of light-filled. Free will IS a law here.
And yes, it is ok to feel the way you really feel about it all. To have whatever judgments. To be angry and sad. And NO you don't EVER need to forgive that person or happening. They made their choices!
You ARE responsible for YOUR CHOICES. You have learned certain truths. You have free will. It is your choice to continue or to stop forever the dysfunction of your origin.
Know this, had you been loved, as if we ourselves had control of this, you would be today the dream you know you are! We would have seen to it! You would have been kept safe and free from the living nightmares. You would have been encouraged and nourished in your special gifts. You would be successful today beyond your wildest dreams. You would know true love.
Know this! And have your revenge.... know this and make the leap! Do not choose for yourself what other have chosen for you in the past. IT MAY FEEL LIKE LOVE, BUT ONLY BECAUSE YOU HAVEN'T EXPERIENCED REAL LOVE YET.
Open yourself to your deepest feelings of inner truth. You know the self that is the greatness in you. Be your own parent and raise yourself up. Use all those strong feelings to grow yourself into your own greatness. Stop wasting those feelings on the ones who injured you and seek inner revenge by finding your just place regardless of the injury done.
Ask us to show you what true love feels like so you will recognize it when it comes into your life. You are used to the drama, excitement, terror and abandonment of the old love.
Real love at first will feel very scary... Because it is not demanding or dominating, you doubt if it really loves you. Because it is peaceful and patient, you doubt it's lack of power over you. (You feel as if something important is missing.) Because it refuses to abuse or abandon you, you call it weak and disrespect it. You end up abandoning it first, so you can say you are strong.
It is you who must change in order to accommodate real love. This is the greatest revenge to have over your past. To become as if the past never happened. To find your own real happiness and hold to it. To become the light bearer you were designed to be and whom you already know you are!
Just skip the doubts and begin........ We are still here, holding your hand, loving you true... It doesn't matter if you can see or hear us... You know we are here. Believe it!
You KNOW who YOU ARE............. BELIEVE IT and it will BE TRUE!
^i^' s END ]]>http://www.newciv.org/nl/newslog.php/_v437/__show_article/_a000437-000005.htm2005-10-25T06:05:57Z2005-10-25T06:05:57ZDolphins and WhalesI know, new NCN friend, it's an old story, but it's a good one! Let's just call it "a whale of a tale"
~*~
Dear Faith,
I just received my first copy of Angels Speak. My entire being is vibrating with the awesome emotions your stories elicited in me. What a wonderful e-zine/newsletter! I am... We had only been in the water, long enough to paddle out on our boogie boards, when we were joined by a pod of about 200 Dolphins. You could only see about 5 to 12 on the surface, at one time, as is normal during morning rest. (Dolphins go way out to sea to eat, at night, coming in to the bays during the day, to rest and play)
The wonderful group of mostly women, who attended the first week, were following my directions of holding to 'our' family circle formation and floating quietly on the surface. If not a wee bit nervous seeing the guard Dolphins coming towards them on the surface, for the first time. (Most Dolphin watchers only see these surface wonders! Missing the real world of Dolphins directly under them, in the Ocean Mother of us all.)
As I turned and viewed each unique and special person in this retreat family --I again felt blessed that I have somehow been chosen to do this introduction between Human Angels and Dolphin Angels. As each person's eyes sought mine, I remembered how I felt my first time and I knew exactly how to make that bit of trepidation disappear and help those who's telepathy is not fine tuned yet. I was smiling, although I know you couldn't tell because my mouth was full of snorkel, as I simply pointed out what the Dolphins were saying to this precious retreat's- family circle... "LOOK DOWN!"
Beneath us, passing slowly in large groups, was the rare gift of the nursery section of the Dolphin Pod. Mothers and children and babies actually being suckled, fast asleep on their mothers. The guard females that travel along side the nursery --turning on their sides to look directly in our eyes. Gifting us, GIFTING US, with their peaceful gently vibrations. "You belong in the Mother of us all, you belong." The Dolphins whisper ethereally, not only telepathically, mind to mind, but with their hearts-- vibrationally! "You are welcome. Welcome to share-- Share in the belonging. We all belong!"
As many times as I have been in this position, I continue to be awestruck! I feel treasured and cherished, a member of the OHANA, (family). To be embraced by these extraordinary creatures is simply beyond imagination. To know they give of themselves where they choose to give. To also see how they can simply disappear from those who chase them, increases the honor they pay us.
He waiwai nui ke aloha; o ka'u no la e pulama nei! ('Love is a great treasure that I do cherish!')
This wonderful retreat group had the type of energy that the Dolphins love! And the Dolphins showed them, in one form or another, every day we swam.
We had an expectant mother on this trip, which is why (I am sure) we were given the nursery the first day. (I would use her name, but I realize now I didn't get her release form back. Typical of Faith to be more concerned with the moment, in the moment, lol : ) Perhaps she will read this and send it on? ps. can I get one for the pictures too? : )
This Mother and Child (Oh yes, he was there --as fully as if he swam at his Mothers side!) were blessed with Sea Turtles galore! Their last day on the retreat touching (with permission) and communicating with one, of the many, Turtles in our small bay off the resort. The Turtle is a powerful Aumakua to the Hawaiians! Of course, it turns out, this Mother to be -has had great experiences with ALL turtles, through out her life. The Native Americans would say Turtle is definitely one of her totems!
I would like to thank all the persons that attended the February 1999 Just Dolphins retreats, each of you very special , with special stories, too many to tell here! : (
Special thanks goes out to the Incredible Women who Fly us around the Friendly Skies! These remarkable women swam with the Dolphins in the mornings and then went off and climbed lava cliffs in the afternoons, and THEN ran a couple of miles, cause they... "Needed the exercise!"... whew! I do have my gifts, but I only run, if someone is chasing me! After meeting these women I would feel honored to be flown anywhere in those big jets by them! You are wonderful peoples!
Thanks again, to everyone and many blessings on your journeys!
(Don't forget, the Dolphins will remember you --just as fondly as you remember them! And they are able to be ethereally with you anywhere, anytime, and in any capacity! All you have to do is ask!)
My personal and private gift this trip, was whales!
Believe it or not, in all these years I have never seen whales. I have heard them plenty of times, I just have not sought them out, preferring to be gifted, when it would be their choice! This time was their choice, and OH how they gifted! I knew it was coming, and as all my Angels know and will tell you, I have a tendency to over-build the energy by not accepting the smaller invites, not out of preference for the 'larger-energy-sessions', but because Faith is just a human, and already thinks she is being given so much and ..."blah, blah, blah!" Interrupt her angel-guys, "She is really just a big chicken where humpbacks are concerned and has actually gotten out of the water rather than accept a 'gifting' from them!" LOAL! Lot's of Angel's Laughing!
I cop! That's true! lol! ...so anyway... I am sitting at the resort, alone after the first weeks retreat, just gazing out across our bay and I see a whale blow! (The plume of water that comes first -when a whale surfaces for a breath.) Then another one, and another and another! (Well, I know really nothing about the whales, but when two blow at the same time I figure there has to be at least two, right?) So then one breaches, jumps high out of the water! And then another one jumps, a smaller whale this time, and then another one jumps. (A whale expert tells me later, there had to have been alot of whales involved, with this much activity.) I really can't say, but I do know there were at least 3 that I saw, all at one time. Two humpbacked whales side by side with their pectoral fins waving in the air as they make love, while this younger whale --breaches --over and over--all around them!
An incredible 2 hour ballet of joy and love which even the dolphins had to race out to be a part of. So now we have whales jumping and dolphins jumping and occasionally Faith jumping! It was impossible not to feel this enormous, exciting energy deeply within my body. Telepathically, I was relieved to discover the dolphins were as unable to form words as I was. We were all swept away in the mind/feelings of this whale-stream of consciousness, not unlike the difference between communicating with a form of Godhead in relation to speaking with Angels. Angels go out of their way to make sense to us. The Godheads are so full of light and energy that words pale and are unnecessary. One simply becomes embraced by this light and information is transferred on a deep cellular level.
After this extraordinary experience, when we (me and the Whales and Dolphins!) had all calmed down. I again heard the call-- The whale invitation to 'come on over to the other side of the Island and swim with us!' They showed me the picture of the beach where they would be and us together in the water. And even more unbelievable --a picture of me actually touching a whale. This picture felt (to me) like I was a leaf being blown around a football field. Floating on the surface while these gentle giants surrounded me, so large you could not see the end of them while you were swimming next to them. And the communication of the whale eye, blended into the current moment as if there were no separation between the times of present and future!
Needless to say, as you, the faithful reader, have already guessed... I graciously declined! My angel-guys can say I "chickened-out" and that is true. What is also true is --I honor feelings, both mine and those who choose to swim with me, human feelings about feeling small and fragile. Our inability's to rise to the great heights that we are capable of. A non-judgmental position which allows all of us to be --whom we are at that moment, as we float from one end of the continuum of Love to the other end of that continuum which is Fear. It really is OK, just to be me, and to feel what I feel in that moment!
I am reminded though, of the new friend, (a Hawaiian who works for the State concerned with the ecological changes the Islands are suffering,) who in response to my revealing I have never been to Maui, because Maui is for lovers and I don't have one. He said, "You need to go! Perhaps he is there already--waiting for you!"
... and the Whales wait too... Perhaps --I will grow brave in time for the April retreats!
And my angel-guys laugh. (They always laugh!) "You just build the energy till you can barely stand it and the release of what you have built -- rises up --out of the ocean, like a Mac truck on fins and smites you!"
please touch me warm breath as i lay sleeping deeply dreaming of soft comfort forever shores barefoot between us
rest the sleep of the innocent the trusting, the true rest the dream to come under the large golden glowing moon
the lulling of the warm laps of the water on the shore the fragrance of the flowers the lone whale calling, calling the answer tossed on a word wave to float in it's bottle
to me to sleep to embrace your word kiss will awake ]]>http://www.newciv.org/nl/newslog.php/_v437/__show_article/_a000437-000003.htm2005-07-21T03:33:24Z2005-07-21T20:40:42Z^i^'s speakAngel's Speak April 7, 1999
submitted by Faith O'Neill
^i^'s speak...
Here it is, our dearest soul, what you asked for.
Why are you so scared? Why do you try to run.
This is what you asked for. Begged us for. Prayed for! "Too much", you say. "Too big!" You cry. This is exactly what you asked for--> THIS big, THIS much.
"This feels so scary!" You weep. "It doesn't feel safe and comfortable like what I am used to!" You complain.
This is exactly what you asked us for. Something NEW, not the old habitual choices, but something new and big. And new and big can feel uncomfortable.
Not the old habitual choice! But YOUR challenge to yourself, to step outside the old patterns and allow yourself to receive something that doesn't feel like the old love.
Remember you asked for the new. Now you feel scared. Remember in the past --those times you felt scared and rejected the new simply ---'because' of this fear.
Remember how those rejected dreams have become now your favorite fantasies? You tell yourself over and over, if only, if only, if only....
Well "if only", is HERE again. It appears to have snuck-up on you. Towering above you with all the power and strength that YOU have created in it.
Your immediate response is to begin to thrash like a fish caught on the line. Your mind fills up with scenarios of how this COULD end bad.
STOP! Stop that NOW!
BE the new you! KNOW THIS:
1. You have choices!
2. At any moment YOU can decide, "OK-- THAT <- part I choose to say no to!" (You can revise your creation AT ANY MOMENT if you decide you didn't get it ALL exactly right!)
3. You now see --how traveling into "What might happen!" removes you from the REALITY of this moment.
4. You now understand --exactly what is being offered in this moment and you make a conscious decision if ---THIS MOMENT is your desire.
5. You now STOP speeding ahead of the moment 'trying' to see/figure/think how it will all come out.
6. YOU DESERVE THIS MOMENT'S DESIRE!
7. You NOW allow yourself this moment, free of ANY critical voice which says (For WHATEVER reason) that you must fear THIS, your greatest creation.
8. You now FULL-FILL yourself in THIS MOMENT!
... and when the next moment comes and you begin all the old habitual MIND GAMES with yourself... AGAIN!
JUST SAY NO! (This is your mind... in love with you!) ]]>http://www.newciv.org/nl/newslog.php/_v437/__show_article/_a000437-000002.htm2005-07-21T03:28:23Z2005-07-21T20:42:04ZThe On Beyond Lynn Grabhorn RetreatsBy way of my introducing myself I simply present my latest retreat offering.
The impact that Lynn Grabhorn, internationally known author of “Excuse Me, Your Life is Waiting," has had on so many lives is impossible to measure, but wonderful to contemplate. We want to share with you the experienc..."I am DEDICATED to bringing together Human Angel/Teachers with Dolphin Angel/Teachers and Angel Angel/Teachers. Lynn Grabhorn is not 'gone' she is a '100% LIGHT ANGEL' now! I believe once we know, that the same water we drink and swim in today is the same water that CAME with the Earth and that it is the ONLY water Earth will EVER have, we will never forget it. Wonder what famous AVATAR you are drinking today?
I am so grateful to Lynn Grabhorn. Our 'contracts' together are interesting ones, come and I will tell you all about it. You may believe you have come this way only for yourself, but you have really come this way to help others.... And Teachers 'will' Teach :-) ... so word will spread!"
“We were eased into the water! So we were made comfortable and ready to swim with the dolphins. Swimming with the dolphins was ethereal, it was out of this world, the beautiful memory will be with me always!” —Tansy Marx RN
“Life will never be the same since this unique and healing retreat! Fears I had since birth seem to be gone. Prosperity surrounds me in ways I never experienced before… It just keeps coming and the DOLPHINS WOW!” — Paige Canfield, Oregon
“This whole retreat was a blessing and a rebirth for me! I especially liked the very caring and protective energy you surrounded us with.” —Sylvia Muller, Austria
“A fellow Qi Gong practitioner introduced me to Faith and said she was the real thing… Faith gave me the ‘present’… He was right! Faith didn’t change my life, she changed the moment. She can do the same for you if you pay attention. Absolutely the safest, most ‘ON’ people I’ve ever been with.” —Dr. Tom Seal, Washington
"Everything is new and exciting. I enjoy adventures... personal snorkeling trainer and tourguide... warm companionship from knowledgeable people such that all my adventures are safe with NO worries at all. Faith O’Neill is wonderful. She’s a very, very considerate person." --Dolly Chu
"The ceremonies were the best and most beautiful part! I loved the variation. Many powerful new skills to bring home! --Rob Melnychuk, Vancouver Canada
"I liked that you were flexible and combined evening activities because the Angels could move differently than you expected. I loved all of this--I was ready for more Tantric Wednesday night. I was totally blown away at the care, beauty, and considered eclecticism of these ceremonies!” --Cynthia Hogue, Language Arts Professor
Spiritual Retreats on both the Kona and Puna Coast’s of the Big Island of Hawaii are our specialty, but we have many other offerings which may be found on our website. http://www.2angels.net/index.htm]]>http://www.newciv.org/nl/newslog.php/_v437/__show_article/_a000437-000001.htm2005-07-21T03:21:50Z2005-07-21T20:45:10Z
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^i^'s Speak!...
scatter your sands upon my closing eyes
"I am DEDICATED to bringing together Human Angel/Teachers with Dolphin Angel/Teachers and Angel Angel/Teachers. Lynn Grabhorn is not 'gone' she is a '100% LIGHT ANGEL' now!