8 Aug 2002 @ 12:09, by Haohua Jiang
This is a mail I wrote to Sindy, an active member of NCN.
I have been exploring the transcendent way to escape from the slavery of this secular world for many years, particularly, since the gifted day when I met, guided by the Lord, my very soulmate, we embarked a wonderful project instantly to practice our new philosophy together, it quickened our steps, and by the help of true love and perfect sex, we have eventually ascended the peak of life mountain, just only in a time of half a year more.
Our philosophy rooted on the true freedom, not the one existing in this paradoxical world, but a transcendent freedom, without any desire of controlling or possessing, without any man-made rule and law, just experiencing and enjoying anything, to find every challenge or obstruction set by the evil civilization and the secular society, and then beyond it, by such a recycle of going beyond, we reached the peak, and opened our souls to the most beautiful world. Every step overcoming the challenge, sent us a blast of fresh wind, broadening our minds, purifying our souls, and strengthening our energy.
We named our project the Experiment of True Love arranged by God. What is the true love ? Our definition is, true love is a purest free feeling between man and woman, without any rule and law, in a most natural state, beyond any limit set by three dimensions in which controlling and possessing are the basic laws hiding in every kind of relationship. For example, once you get a desire to control your lover, or to be the sole owner of your lover, the true love will disappear at the same time. Any means or regulation using for making love eternal, always acts as a heartless killer, suffocates the very love. Marriage is the very case. We always expect marriage as a golden lock keep love forever for us, but when we use this lock, it just stops the footstep of our love, and then, the fresh flower of love withers gradually.
Love is never a treasure can be stored in the narrow and fixed space of marriage, giving up challenge means giving up love itself.
In our journey of true love, we can do anything along our freewill, each of us can love another opposite sex or make love with him or her, we can not only give allowance to these acts without any jealousy, but enjoying them and sharing the enjoyment and happiness of the other¡¯s as well. Every act is open and transparent, no need to keep any ridiculous secret, any such experience makes our love purer, deeper, and more transcendent, we have deleted the fear of losing love from our heart.
Then, a miracle emerged. We suddenly found out, each of us had no desire of the fresh lover or sex-partner any more, if we had to do it, it just worked only for adding the enjoyment and happiness of our own love and sex. And such an experiment led us to an interesting conclusion: when you manage to lock your love , she escapes and disappears from you; when you plan to fix your love to eternity, she leaves you eternally; yet, when you just only free your feeling to love, never consider monopolizing and possessing her forever, love always follows you like your shadow.
As to the perfect sex, we oppose any false and absurd limit of morality about it. No sex is dirty when your soul is pure, and no sex is clean when your soul evil. What is a reasonable moral? What is a positive limit? What is a true responsibility? Unless any man-made limit has been cancelled, we have no any possibility to welcome the coming of them. Only absolute freedom, can bring us true responsibility and true moral, they are pure water just flows from our freewill, no need to be ordered and instructed by any social law and institution.
In three dimensions world, no true love, we can only see various false love, as a dirty property, in accordance with the classic physics, controlled and possessed by both sexes with each other, just as an evil iron chain, binding male and female, in a boundless ocean of bitterness and confusion, no one can see the true faces of love, sex and marriage, and the wrong and false forms of love, sex and marriage, draw our feeling world with a color of deadgrey.
Since I have got married and got a lovely daughter also, the only thing I have to do is manage to free them, let they live a true life. It is a hard work for me, for my wife is not easy to go beyond the secular world, however, I will do my best to free them and myself from the control of marriage and family. I regard anyone as an independent and sovereign being, including my wife and my daughter, they need my help, indeed, like any other person, but they have to live a true life by firstly realizing the true happiness basing on the absolute freedom, not only depending on a single man.
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