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5 Feb 2006 @ 16:56, by swanny


I AM Afraid...

Because this world is so big and I am so small...

Because I try to be prepared and do my best but still I make mistakes...

Because I pray and such and still it takes so long and sometimes
it seems they go unheard...

Because I try to help and don't even get noticed or thanked and it hurts...

Because I'm getting old and tired....

Because I am going to die and I haven't even lived yet...

Because I try to be good but it doesn't seem to pay...

Because it so hard to care when it would be easier not too...

Because I get angry and I don't like being angry...

Because the world is changing and sometimes I can't keep up...

Because I poor and weird...

Because I wonder if anyone except me likes me...

Because there are too many variables...

Because sometimes I forget and I don't know why...

Because there seems more and more things I can't really understand...
and maybe will never understand...

Because sometimes there's not enough food in the house...

Because I can't afford to keep healthy...

Because I sometimes feel things are irrational and will never make sense...

Because sometimes I am my own worst enemy...

Because I am forgotten from time to time and it doesn't bother me anymore...

Because I don't have the strength and endurance I used to...

Because I don't like some of the things of this world...

Because it hurts to see what we're doing to this planet and one and other...

Because I don't like hurting peoples feelings so I end up hurting me...

Because I let people take advantage of me... and then forgive them...

Because I don't have all the answers...

Because I'm running out of time...

Because I don't have anyone special...
or no sons or daughters...

Because I don't always know what I want...

Because I don't always know what I feel...

Because I don't like to lie when it would be better too...

Because I've been punished for being truthful...

Because because because...

Because sometimes it seems no one understands me and I'm all
alone in this Universe...

Because I'm afraid of being afraid...

Yea I guess I'm afraid but what's new?


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5 Feb 2006 @ 17:13 by swanny : So...
So besides that

how's she hangin...


5 Feb 2006 @ 17:20 by jmarc : comment number1 @17:13
there's your answer. a simple request about the welfare of another can put all that other stuff by the wayside. I feel old and tired too but I just blame the season. Keep on Truckin'...  

5 Feb 2006 @ 17:34 by martha : Fear is an illusion
go inside to your heart chakra and break your illusions. And when you free yourself of those constraints love enters. And you expand outwards and forget your self doubts and open to the light. (Hey guys, you both know this just forget sometimes....)  

5 Feb 2006 @ 17:51 by jstarrs : Hey swanny.... said it would be easy!
Take care & thinking of you...  

5 Feb 2006 @ 17:57 by martha : Easy come easy go
It is only as easy or as hard as you make it. That is the biggest illusion to break.  

5 Feb 2006 @ 18:01 by swanny : well thankyou all...
I thankyou...
I do not mind being afraid...
I accept it... talk to it...
give it a hug... and recognize...
and own it... sometimes it helps
sometimes not...
It is welcome to me and I guess to express
and acknowledge it
but no I do not like it but I quess it is
just another part of me...
Thankyou again...


6 Feb 2006 @ 00:30 by swanny : Love
England Dan & John Ford Coley

Name your price
A ticket to paradise
I can't stay here any more
And I've looked high and low
I've been from shore to shore to shore
If there's a short cut I'd have found it
Light of the world, shine on me

Love is the answer
Shine on us all
Set us free
Love is the answer

Who knows why
Someday we all must die
We're all homeless boys and girls
And we are never heard
It's such a lonely world
People turn their heads
And walk on by
Tell me is it worth just another try

Are we alive
Or just a dying planet
What are the chances
Ask the man in your heart for the answers
And when you feel afraid

Love one another
When you've lost your way
Love one another
And when you're all alone
Love one another
And when you're far from home
Love one another
And when you're down and out
Love one another
And when your hopes run out
Love one another
And when you need a friend
Love one another
We got to love one another

Love Song
By Leslie Duncan
from the album Tumbleweed Connection

The words I have to say
May well be simple but they're true
Until you give your love
There's nothing more that we can do

Love is the opening door
Love is what we came here for
No one could offer you more
Do you know what I mean
Have your eyes really seen

You say it's very hard
To leave behind the life we knew
But there's no other way
And now it's really up to you

Love is the key we must turn
Truth is the flame we must burn
Freedom the lesson we must learn
Do you know what I mean
Have your eyes really seen

© 1969 Blue Seas Music, Inc./Jac Music Co., Inc,. ASCAP

By Noel Paul Stookey, 1971

He is now to be among you at the calling of your hearts.
Rest assured this troubador is acting on His part.
The union of your spirits, here, has caused
Him to remain For whenever two or more of you
are gathered in His name
There is Love. There is Love.

A man shall leave his mother and a woman leave her home
And they shall travel on to where the two shall be as one.
As it was in the beginning is now and til the end
Woman draws her life from man and gives it back again.
And there is Love. There is Love.

Well then what's to be the reason for becoming man and wife?
Is it Love that brings you here or Love that brings you life?
And if loving is the answer, then who's the giving for?
Do you believe in something that you've never seen before?
Oh there's Love, there is Love.

Oh the marriage of your spirits here has caused Him to remain
For whenever two or more of you are gathered in His name
There is Love. There is Love.  

6 Feb 2006 @ 00:44 by scotty : Imagine
Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...

Imagine there's no countries,
It isnt hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...

Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one.

Imagine there's no fear - and life will be all that you want it to be
and then Hold Onto that Dream !!

You look after yourself ok - we need guys like you !  

6 Feb 2006 @ 00:59 by swanny : Thanks
Thanks Scotty
You be well too!


3 Dec 2006 @ 01:43 by Neli @ : wow...
all i can say is you took the very words out of my head... it kinda makes me feel less alone because there are people out there that are the same.. im a lil different .. but i understand having no one to understand you and always being blamed thats my life.. and i try so hard to please my family

thank you this touched me  

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