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20 Mar 2006 @ 11:31, by Enocia Joseph

There are two types of mentality: one that is dependent on someone changing in order for you to have happiness, joy etc; and one where you choose to experience whatever change you want to experience within yourself.

Yesterday on the bus a woman sat next to me. She was a lot bigger than I am and took up a lot of room. At the time I was pondering how each of us is the one Self. I realised that the Self wants what is best for all. Still, I felt like an insect that was being squashed in a corner. When the bus went round a corner the woman leant her whole weight on me. I told her she was squashing me and she apologised. But she soon went back to her old ways. As I didn't want to offend her by telling her she was too big and was leaning on me, I kept asking her in thought to mind her body. She would instantly readjust her weight for a few minutes and then forget and I was back to being squashed. Just as I was considering moving to another seat she got off.

This morning on the bus I had a similar experience. A man sitting beside me seemed to be taking up a lot of room and I felt uncomfortable. Then I thought to myself, I don't have to take this, nor should I expect him to change to accommodate me. I need to make the change. It was time to shapeshift into what I wanted to experience.

I imagined myself as a twig. Well, I'm already skinny enough to be a twig so that was a no-brainer. Hehehe. As a twig I had tons of room and was very comfortable. Suddenly, the man beside me adjusted himself and there was bags of room. I enjoyed a comfortable journey.

Why should I hang around waiting for someone or people to change so I can be such and such? I know, why don't we all wait for a critical mass to occur so we can all evolve into a higher consciousness? You can hang around if you want, but I've got better things to shapeshift into, thank you very much.

I am what I wish to experience.


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20 Mar 2006 @ 12:56 by swan : We are what we think we are.
Last week I was feeling ill from a cold, or allergies or something like that. For a couple of days I was pretty sick. Instead of telling myself I was sick I told myself "I feel fabulous". Everytime I said that I felt an immediate shift and within two days I was completely well.  

20 Mar 2006 @ 13:13 by vector8 : I feel fabulous
I loved your story. You don't have to believe in flu nor do you have to put up with it if you do have one. You persist in feeling yourself as you truly are - fabulous - until you experience your feeling in manifestation. Thank you.

Have a fabulous day.
Love EJ  

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