judih's observations from kibbutz - Category: Thoughts    
 December 1st
picture1 Dec 2005 @ 04:16
december first


cold chilly dread
winters past
winter's present
solstice looms so soon

woven shawls
thick purple blankets
hot cocoa drapes her tail like a furry cheshire eve

desert smirks on a dusky sidewalk
heat hangs its confused hat
and tosses clichés aside

one twist of a calendar page
& rains shall storm december nights
roads will flood
as a country refuses to accept

(what winter, what? us?)

showering through overturned puddles
life will throb green
acid Rousseau vibration

december now
fast breath
slow slide into destiny

dec1/2005
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 A Love Poem to my Daughter
picture18 Nov 2005 @ 05:22
a love poem to my daughter
serenades the house
her essence scents the room
the couch begs her to stay

She enters the door
and silence starts to sing
fear dwindles, life lightens
the idiocy of others fades into irrelevance

What is love
till this daughter arrives?
It pales even sighs in dim peaks
what is happiness
till this daughter returns?
a low thud in a sinking heart

rise, oh soul felt laughter
as daughter walks this silent floor
the earth is her living room
the sky her endless trail


november 18th
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 If you leave me
picture6 Nov 2005 @ 16:15
The word 'leave' is a loaded emotion. Loved ones leave. Friends who need to move on leave. Those who give up on a mutual path, leave.
Children leave.
Grandparents leave.

Leave, if you leave......

How threatened am I if another leaves?
How insecure am I if my social circle gasps a gap?

We are all related. We are all entangled as Ming brought up in a blog a while ago [link]
We are in this together.

Cecil Lee,[link] a painter and phar lepht zennist said:

"No man is an island nor should he attempt to live like one. We must connect. We must complete our journey."

We who are now together in this time and space intersect for this moment. Yet, sure as the eye blinks and the sound of a song fades away, we all must continue on our paths.

Our paths may grow distant, but our connection will never die away. Even as we each follow our individual destinies, as we travel the road that makes up our journey, we will always be joined at the heart.  More >

 Hey! All transplants, re-locators, new life-ers (not necessarily new age-ers)
picture29 Oct 2005 @ 06:04
I've been suddenly struck with intense New York City longing. It happens now and then.

I suddenly smell a concrete Sunday morning, or visualize a Coney Island moment and tears of longing just well up inside.

You, who now live in a new location, possibly under a new name, do you suddenly find yourself the passive victim of interminable nostalgia for the Old Country?

And what do you do to deal?

Please let me know. I don't wanna say I don't love this new place I call home, but all the same, there's a huge vein of deja vu soul patiently stuck in a place I can't get to.

Does this happen to you? And what do you do?

sample of me trying to cope:

Puffin ions at the Fairground


New York tears
puffin ions at the fairground
skyscrapin memories
so close, so utterly distant
touch the smells of bagel steam
chestnut impressions of walk stop walk
how much for a lazy extra moment?
no time no time
sidewalk pushes me past my address

seatbelted, glued to a timeline
electric trivia sparks from behind
how much for a slower passage?

on the splendid dinosaur
polished and painted bright
seizing the brandished diatribe
how much for a cheap seat on the aisle?

oct 29/05
judih

(help! - send me some NYC)  More >

 October 13th
picture13 Oct 2005 @ 05:42
a dark morning
a sunny thought
a wind-chilled factor
that leaves dreams on fire
a 13th thursday, skateboard and bred
ridicule on the high note
bungee to the low
a pizza in the making
a cloud-burst avenue on the take
wall street crashed, burnt and spent

a tour of a gallery
a stroll in comfort park
barefoot with toenails to squander
a leap down exile boulevard
a Lou Reed with Warhol to spare

a gesture towards anonymity
a sudden revelation
and a quick farewell

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