New Civilization News: Marry Myself !!!!!!!    
 Marry Myself !!!!!!!
picture 28 Jun 2005 @ 12:53, by Scotty

To Marry Oneself !! What a strange concept !!
When I first started to read this articel I thought hmmm what a bizzare idea - then I thought hmmm most people might think that to love oneself is arrogant and selfish.. on the other side of the coin however to demean oneself lower one's status in one's own eyes is ok !

Then thinking about it I feel that lack of self respect and self worth is one of the saddest aspects of life on this planet..... most of the ills of the world are caused (or at least it seems to me to be) through low self esteem... reading the whole thing I thought yeah why not marry myself ! Who deserves my loving more than I do !LOL !!

I hope taht you find the following interesting and who knows it might even strike a cord with some of you !!

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE - THE DAY I MARRIED MYSELF.
by Sonya Green

Recently a few friends were talking about marriage and I heard myself saying, “I had married myself a few years ago.” I surprised myself when I said it as I didn’t really have a ceremony as such but it did dawn on me that in a subtle way and over a period of time I did in fact have a “commitment” ceremony with myself.

They were intrigued with my statement and before I knew it I was explaining that like most people I had longed for a partnership with that one special person and all that, that involved. I had in my mind my list of what I needed and wanted and another list of all my disappointments and heartbreaks. Lists filled with hopes and cynicisms. The perfect person, the perfect relationship and my perfect life played in and out of my daydreams for many years.

I thought about the weddings I had attended and the vows that people make and wondered what the probability was that someone could indeed fulfil those promises. To love, honour and cherish, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer, for better or worst. To be faithful and keep themselves only for the other. For God to come in and approve the union and a warning that no man can put asunder. It’s interesting that we all believe to some degree that there really is a person who can love, honour and cherish us all the days of our lives. Interesting mostly because it probably never occurs to us that we are incapable of loving, honouring and cherishing ourselves all the days of our lives. It is somewhat amazing to consider we can stand before God fully believing we are capable of loving someone else like that and offering up our full and heart felt commitment. It’s even more amazing that we really do believe that someone else making that commitment to us has the capacity to fulfil that commitment.

In the early days of reinventing myself I had to get totally honest with myself as I explored the many facades, illusions and erroneous beliefs I had about myself. I also had to get very clear about the difference between what I wanted as opposed to what I thought I wanted. I needed to set clear goals and I needed to dump a lot of baggage. Ultimately I needed to not only know myself but above all I needed to like myself.

It takes time, it takes attention and it takes determination. I actually got to a stage where I not only achieved this but I also considered that I could even push it further and explored the possibility of “Loving Myself”. No I do not mean arrogance, vanity, self-centeredness or selfishness (those things are insecurities dressed up as self confidence).

My concept of marrying myself is about commitment. Making promises and committing to pay attention to living those vows on a daily basis. Initially when I decided to make changes in my life I wanted to improve my health and energy levels. On achieving this I then decided to actively pursue well-being on all levels: creativity, financial and business success, improved relationships and a beautiful peaceful home life.

In bringing this all about I also made drastic changes in letting go of things that impeded or prevented my success. Once these things were put into place the easier it all became. The better I felt the more I could add to my list of what I needed and wanted and the easier it became to achieve those goals. As my self-confidence and self-respect grew my list of obstacles became much easier to deal with.

Respect and Self Esteem.
As a child I was taught that it was selfish or bad manners to put my needs before the needs of others. It was vain to think I was anything special and speaking about my achievements was considered to be bragging. Pleasing other people suggested I was kind and likable, so I learned very early in life to detach myself from myself. I grew up feeling guilty if I thought I had something that someone else didn’t have. I can’t remember leaving food on a plate without feeling guilty about the starving children in India. Although, I really do believe it is important to be considerate and humble, I do not believe that this requires us to be disrespectful to ourselves. Somehow the good intention of learning to be kind, considerate and fair has become jumbled in our brains and many of us have interpreted these good teachings to mean: other people are more important than we are, our opinion is less valued than the opinions of others or quite simply we have been programmed to believe we are less and our lives are less. The result of such thinking leads to a lack of self-respect and low self-esteem.

Some people live their lives like they are assistants to other people’s lives. Many people have fantastic opportunities presented but they just can’t accept them. How often do amazingly brilliant or talented people never get to show the world their work? How common is it to be capable of loving someone but not ever experience being loved in return?

Low Self esteem or lack of self-respect serves no purpose. Putting yourself last, having the least amount, keeping your ideas quiet or making yourself ‘small’ in any way, serves no purpose.

The smaller you allow yourself to become the less you will have to contribute to anyone else. So forget the “I’m kind, humble, considerate and fair” image you are giving yourself, it’s easy to be generous when you have little to offer. Lack of self-respect is nothing more than stifling your own spirit.

No matter how much we focus on our physical reality it is almost impossible to ignore the spiritual aspect of being. Yes, we are all spiritual beings here on the planet earth and we are all having a physical experience. The spirit within is constantly whispering and it is always calling for us to honour our place on the earth and to honour our own existence. Low self-esteem is an insult to this great gift of life that we each have been given. It is a unique and individual journey. No one is here to experience someone else’s life, you can support and assist others but you do not sacrifice your life to live for others.

I have made a point about self-esteem and self-respect, as I believe it is impossible to be happy if we do not have respect for ourselves. Self-confidence is not about who you were or who you will be, it is about being comfortable within your own skin and placing great value on your own existence regardless of who or where you are.

If I were willing to commit to myself the way two lovers commit in marriage, then my vows would probably be:

I (name…) promise myself to honour and give gratitude for the privilege of having this life.
I will view my existence as my most precious and valued gift.
And I will endeavour to add my unique qualities to this process.

My intention for this journey is to accept love, happiness and peace within each day.
I will operate from a place of respect and honesty with others and myself,
And I will be genuine and thoughtful within my actions.
Because I love, honour and respect myself
I consciously allow my heart to reach out and fill others.

I (name…) vow today to fill my body with all that promotes health and vitality.
I will commit to myself to treat my body as my most sacred temple.
I will fill my mind and maintain thoughts that inspire creativity, wisdom and knowledge.
I will speak of health, wealth and happiness and share such words with all I meet.

Good fortune, success, prosperity and exciting opportunities will be embraced and received fully.
I will actively pursue quality relationships, enjoyable work and stimulating experiences.
I will be kind and gentle with myself and allow myself to relax and be peaceful.
I will seek pleasure and excellence in my work as well as my play.

Today I make my pledge to myself and in my heart I will carry forward my commitment throughout all the days of my life.
Today I make my pledge to myself and in my heart I will carry forward all that I am and all that I will become to add to this world my best in all things.

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